Didi

Tough 3 days are., to truly feel like the worst in the world
I feel dead inside
No something worse than death
Trying to ask questions, Have I sinned so much
Do I deserve so much wrath and fury
There are no words to express, the feeling of being unwanted
There are no words to scribe, the feeling of being alone
The human heart is a scary part in fact
Cause there are many ways to break it, but the one I am scared of most - is that didi will leave
Didi will leave me and I will not be able to help
You asked me if , you were worth it, the other day
A question I asked once and not any more several years ago
The answer then and now, is the same - You are worth it
Didi I do not need you to reciprocate, I just need you to be there
Didi I do not need you to feel guilt, I just need you to be there
Didi I do not need you to feel the need to not ask, I just need you to be there

Life will be a haunt, a day, a week, a month, three years
Life will go on, with didi always there

60 more hours to go, 3600 minutes to go, 216,000 seconds to go, each an eternity
Way too Long in anticipation to see didi

Why are the weekends so long, Why are the weekends so often.,